Obsessions.

7th Feb 2012

if i go, then i wouldnt be a burden, but yet the whole ordeal of it would be even more of a burden than if i just stayed. i cant express my pain because its a burden, yet if i try to deal with it through an alternative it becomes another burden. i cant ask for help because it would be a burden yet if i try to do things on my own im called irresponsible and yet if i dont do anything im a big burden. sorry for being born.

6th Feb 2012 | 371,840 notes

setbabiesonfire:

chloeaulait:

sharp-tooth:

Polite bears.

Be still, my heart.

I’m melting. I’M MELTING.

Oh my gosh, I’m so in love right now.

Ugh, come to me! )’: I just want to hug you! D:

(via boymeetsheart)

6th Feb 2012

Don’t want to read a depressing post? Move on.

I was just pretty much told, “Screw your life.” and now… i feel like i should go out into the middle of a road, lay face down in a puddle of water and wait to be run over. Maybe then I wouldn’t be such a burden on my family’s life…

Sometimes, feelings like these are put out by people wanting attention, but sometimes people just really feel like eventually, they’re too much of a hassle, I’m starting to feel like I’m too much of a hassle. If I were gone, I’m not stupid I know my family would miss me and I’m, in the end, not going to off myself. But at the moment, I wouldn’t mind being gone. Not just for myself but because as depression blinds my common sense, I feel it would be better.

It’ll all pass I’ve learned this plenty of times, but right now, I feel like I’d be better off in nobody’s life.